Yesterday was quite a bad day for me...trials came one after another...feeling so down and sad.
Really, I dont know what to do. Yet past experiences taught me how to heal these wounds.
I switched on my lappy and began to surf. Alhamdulillah...Allah's help come in so many ways. I found abundant sayings on facebook that lift up my strength.
Then, I continue surfing other website. A lot articles I found that heal the pain that I felt. And today, my heart becomes even much better.
Just dont want to miss a great experience when I read an article by Ust Pahrol Mohd Juoi. One of great Ustaz that I love to read his writings.
His sharing was really beneficial. I begin to get back my strength. Thank you Allah for giving me the hint to read the article.
http://genta-rasa.com/2012/08/29/ujian-cinta/
And when i read the comments, I was struck by one of it,
orang yang bercinta sering diuji. Hatta untuk mencintai Allah juga, penuh onak dan duri…kekuatan dan kesungguhan untuk mencapai cinta itu yang perlu ada…
Yup...all the trials are actually the test given by Him to prove my love to Him. I began to realize, indeed it is true in His words that He wont let us just admit we love Him. Yet He will accompany us with trials for us to prove our love.
Subhanallah....
And actually all the trials are the prove that He loves us...He dont want us to be far, forget Him...He loves to hear our cry, that the only one we hope and we trust is only Him, Allah The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful...
Alhamdulillah...I begin to feel much more calm.
I love Allah...May Allah protect this love in me and for everybody..the precious gift from Him to me and all.
