A gift of LOVE

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful


That night,hubby asked me...'If I were colours,which one would you choose, purple or white?' o.....erm...ok,actually it was unexpected questions.i can't compare you with colours dear.Yet I still answer it. 'white':-)

'why?your favourite colour is purple right??'

'white' symbolises purity.thats why we wore white during the nikah.our love is pure'

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I went to the living room to take my things and...

What is this????

What a beautiful telekung he bought.Alhmdllh....haha...so this is why he asked that questions.


He expect me to answer purple because it is my favourite colour and he bought that purple telekung.

Since  my answer was white, he was quite disappointed.hahaha

He bought 2 white telekung and 1 purple. For his mom, my mom n me.so that special purple of course for me.

He asked me to choose and my choice is purple. And he smile happily looking his wife's happy face ;-)

Alhmdllh ...thank you dearie  hubby...this is such a gift of love.:-)

Be strong...Keep on walking...

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

I realized that I rarely post anything in this blog. Actually so many stories to be shared here as my personal keeping. Yet the feeling of laz..... dumped the blog empty.haha

Jz Wana share...

What keeps me walking

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..Give a girl the right shoes, and she can conquer the world..         marilynmonroe

Tq my dear hubby for this super nice comfy shoes.
After two failures choosing one for myself, he brought this. And surely,as always his choice never disappoint me.

Alhamdulillah....

Alhamdulillah...
syukur ya Allah atas segala nikmatmu...
sungguh dunia itu amat lelah
hendak dikejar....
kerna ia tiada yang kekal
tiada yang dapat menghilangkan haus
akhirat di sana jua yang pasti
redha Allah jua yang dicari...
syukur ya Allah
sungguh ujian Mu tanda diri
masih ada yang sayangi
dan kasih sayangMu
pengampunanMu
sungguh terlalu luas...
Alhamdulillah...

My Second Princess

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful...


Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, Allahuakbar

Praises be to Allah....my second precious see the world officially on 29th December 2015, just 13 months after her big sister. Nothing can describe how grateful I am being the mother of 2 little angels.

Bundle of thanks surely for my hubby for his nonstop prayers. I still remember his saying, "We are nobody. Maybe our doa answered not because of ourselves, but because other people who pray for us"

Yup, his prayers, my mom and my parents in law prayers...I owe them because of their prayers for me and the baby.

Actually, this second pregnancy was a risky pregnancy for me since my first was c-sect and i wanted a v-bac for this time. The 13 months gap was quite risky for a v-bac and all the doctors were so worried.

Me myself also could not imagine what would happen to me and my baby. Yet, still want to try it. 

Alhamdulillah....Allah helped me go through it smoothly.

Thank you Allah...for giving me this precious chance. 

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:.Throwback.:

14-11-2014 (11.30pm)

Tarikh yang tidak akan dilupakan. Sudah tiba masa kelahiran puteri sulongku. Telah mula dirasakan sakit yang makin sakit. Walau tanda tidak terlalu jelas, sakit makin kerap. Akhirnya kuputuskan untuk ke hospital.

Di hospital, rutin dilakukan. CTG and bukaan rahim oleh jururawat. Masih diawal progress. Belum 2 cm. Akhirnya, doktor tiba.

Detik ini lah, resah gelisah makin bertambah. "Bacaan CTG so tricky!"

Allah...

Heart beat baby cecah 180. "Baby distress" "Kena operate ni!"

Aku dan suami terkesima. Kami buntu. Aku taknak. Tak rela.

Doktor masih menegaskan perlu dibedah segera. Suami berbincang dengan doktor.

Naluri ibu..."Demi anakku, apapun perlu ditempuhi. Yang penting anak ini selamat."

Suamiku masuk. Bertanya keputusanku.

Hanya mengangguk sanggup. Demi anak ini....

15-11-2014 (4.30am)

Alhamdulillah....tak lama.semuanya dimudahkan. Lahirlah puteri syurga yang sihat sempurna, Ya, terlalu sempurna dalam jagaanNya. Subhanaalah...Kulitnya putih bersih, tersenyum dalam lena. Allah, besar sungguh nikmatmu.

Hanya mampu mendakap selepas lebih 6 jam melahirkan. Akibat kesan bius, 6 jam diri ini tidak boleh bergerak. Hanya terbaring.

Selepas 6 jam, kesan ubat bius makin hilang. Bermulalah dugaan kesakitan. Ya, Terlalu sakit. Tapi digagahi juga. Bayi yang baru dilahirkan perlu disusui. Sungguh, naluri ibu melebihi rasa sakit. Menatap wajahnya, menyusuinya....cukup menghilangkan rasa sakit sementara.

Indah nikmat menjadi ummi...

Jujur ku ceritakan, pembedahan itu menyakitkan. Melangkah ke tandas yang beberapa langkah sahaja sudah cukup memeritkan. Ketawa, batuk juga menyerikan. Namun usah khuatir. Allah itu Maha Penyayang, Maha Penyembuh. Melihat wajah anak sahaja sudah cukup melupakan kita pada rasa sakit itu. Walau sementara, namun itulah yang menguatkan semangat.

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Alhamdulillah...segalanya dimudahkan. Berpantang seadanya. Alhamdulillah masih diberi kesihatan olehNya. Walau banyak yang baru perlu dipelajari, akan diusahakan berdikit-dikit.



(Sekadar catatan ringkas seadanya mengenai cara kelahiran anak sulungku)

The sweetest closure of 2014

In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful...

.:2014 n 2015:.

It has been a year this blog has been webbed. The cause is of course 'ME'. ;p
Too lazy to key in any data or even scribble. Till thinking of just let the blog be.
Oh my! Really bad...

Ok, to make it short. Year 2014 is the best year for me. Yup. I am now a mummy ;) Just cant believe it. What a wonderful feeling to have 'someone' with you everywhere you go, anytime you be...When I am happy, yes I can share with 'someone' at that moment. When I am down, 'someone' is with me giving me strength to keep on moving. Even when I cried, someone soothing from inside.Oh well, how can I describe that feeling. Subahanallah! and that 'someone' is my baby, never make me lonely since she with me.

And 15th November marked the best date in my life. I heard her first cry. I saw her real body. I touched her real skin. I smell her real fragrance. Subahanallah, Alhamdulillah, Allahuakbar!

Allahuakbar! Allah is Almighty. That moment, I just cant believe she is now on my lap. I also still remember my hubby's happy face to see his new 'girlfriend'. Sorry dear, I am now has a 'gang' at home.;p

So thats how I end the year..The sweetest year in my life. And I started 2015 with a new title, a new responsibility. InsyaALLAH will raise this precious sunshine with full of love :)

Redha + yakin + sabar = gembira +rahmat Allah

Antara ciri wanita yang beriman dan solehah ialah redha dan sabar dengan setiap aturan yang telah disusun oleh Allah swt.

Serahkanlah keyakinan kepada Allah swt, pasti Dia membalas keyakinan itu dengan rahmat, berkat dan ganjaran yang melimpah ruah daripada sisi-Nya, Tuhan Yang Maha Pemurah.

(Noraslina Jusin, Cinta tiga rasa)